Bronze beginnings....

I'm someone who has a strange and untold connection with you, which was never acknowledged. I was made with pride, hard work, and with a lot of creativity, but treated differently when in the temple and when on the steps outside the temple. I helped you walk, run, and always protected you in your way until the end of my life. I traveled to a lot of places with you. You go to the temple for forgiveness by making  ME  kill many innocent living beings and left me on steps. I was bound to go to someone's home when needed and thrown away when unusable alike humans, who use others when required and who always judge others by looks and make fun of others, but never call themselves selfish. Who always stop themselves from helping others and never respect anyone and their relation.  Thank you, god, for giving a life of " SHOES " where we have togetherness, love, sharing, and where we can't walk alone without other pair, unlike humans who are always in the race to win on ot...

I never imagined myself writing this about you, someone whom I always hated. You are someone who don't let me stand firm, makes me feel less, who always overtakes my decision and makes me recall that running away is something better than facing it. You make me stay awake till 4 AM, shout on others, and end up being unsatisfied. Sometimes I have the feel of a thousand rubber bands tied around my neck. You have made an integral part of my life by reflecting on every work I do and every decision I make. You made me so much dependent that your absence makes me take nothing seriously. Being with you is like standing on a cliff with one leg, and the reason for losing my control over things and myself, and sometimes make me take inapplicable decisions knowingly. You are the reason for my tension, shivering hands, and sweaty palms before my exams. And you are the reason which backs me off from doing something or taking the risk, which made me tired of missing a lot of happiness in every st...